Wednesday, October 07, 2009
I cried today.. I couldnt get up... My eyes couldnt see clearly.. I couldnt open my eyes...
My brains are bursting, Everything is too bright for my eyes.. I dunno what is happening to me..
I called my mum, she didnt pick up.. I am scared and I was alone at home.. I couldnt get up..
I felt really sick.. I drank water and ate bread.. but I vomited everything out.. I felt cold and life-less..I am shivering.. I thought I am dying.... I dunno what to do.. I am so sick...I am waiting for someone to get me to the hospital, I was thinking of ending my life.. I am suffering... I am stress about my work too.. I had so much to do and yet I can't do anything... I have to cry to sleep... I was so scared... no one is there to help me...
My father came back.. ask me to get up.. he cooked porridge for me.. I ate it accompanied with light soya sauce.. I felt really sick... I waited for my mum to come back and bring me to see the doctor...
I described what I felt the whole day.. and he said I had Migraine... its a kind of headache which could affect your daily life.. up till now there are nothing to cure it.. but to stop the pain by sleeping.. and eating panadol.. I am sad... I am scared... The doc ask me to sleep and rest more.. that is the best solution, but I dont have the time for this...
I feel like crying every now and den... but I cant.. I am all stress up.. I couldnt stress myself anymore... I try my best... I am putting effort.. I am trying to stay healthy and good.. Please dont come back to me..
:(
Jia Jia
My brains are bursting, Everything is too bright for my eyes.. I dunno what is happening to me..
I called my mum, she didnt pick up.. I am scared and I was alone at home.. I couldnt get up..
I felt really sick.. I drank water and ate bread.. but I vomited everything out.. I felt cold and life-less..I am shivering.. I thought I am dying.... I dunno what to do.. I am so sick...I am waiting for someone to get me to the hospital, I was thinking of ending my life.. I am suffering... I am stress about my work too.. I had so much to do and yet I can't do anything... I have to cry to sleep... I was so scared... no one is there to help me...
My father came back.. ask me to get up.. he cooked porridge for me.. I ate it accompanied with light soya sauce.. I felt really sick... I waited for my mum to come back and bring me to see the doctor...
I described what I felt the whole day.. and he said I had Migraine... its a kind of headache which could affect your daily life.. up till now there are nothing to cure it.. but to stop the pain by sleeping.. and eating panadol.. I am sad... I am scared... The doc ask me to sleep and rest more.. that is the best solution, but I dont have the time for this...
I feel like crying every now and den... but I cant.. I am all stress up.. I couldnt stress myself anymore... I try my best... I am putting effort.. I am trying to stay healthy and good.. Please dont come back to me..
:(
Jia Jia
what we could have been, 12:20 AM.
Monday, October 05, 2009
Omg.
Today is a really super ultra tiring day! I SLEPT IN LECTURE FOR THE WHOLE DAY!! FROM 11PM-4.40PM, only wake up during a few breaks and when I nod myself up! omg.
I totally didnt listen to class. It was so boring..
The class is starting to get more and more stress. Today's just the start of a new module, and by this friday, I must do the following:
1: Find 2 webpages and do a 5 page report by this friday!
2: Read the book "why we buy" and do a 5 page report by this thursday 5pm!
3: Finish the chapter 1-4 quizzes by friday 11.59PM!
OMGGGGGG!! and I took a cab down to orchard just nw with my sis just to find this stupid book! "WHY WE BUY" and they are all OUT OF STOCK! HAIZ. we ran to the 3 book store and they are all out of stock. omg la. Dunno wad to do. die on thursday.. :((((((((((
STRESS STRESS STRESS! and i am still in a holiday mood!
Professor Clyde scold all of us today! :( we must buck up man! JIA YOU!
Having lessons at 2-5pm tml... tutorial... mmm hope it will turn out fine with my group.. :(
Soon Ping, Lolo and HH is gg in for army soon.. Lolo's gg in on wed, hh and sp on thurs..
Hope they will take care of themselves and have fun while they can ;)
haha. GOODLUCK u 3!
I will say goodluck to myself too. I think I will end up crying :( stress out... so many things are stressing me out! :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
I wanna be mentally strong!
Jia Jia
Today is a really super ultra tiring day! I SLEPT IN LECTURE FOR THE WHOLE DAY!! FROM 11PM-4.40PM, only wake up during a few breaks and when I nod myself up! omg.
I totally didnt listen to class. It was so boring..
The class is starting to get more and more stress. Today's just the start of a new module, and by this friday, I must do the following:
1: Find 2 webpages and do a 5 page report by this friday!
2: Read the book "why we buy" and do a 5 page report by this thursday 5pm!
3: Finish the chapter 1-4 quizzes by friday 11.59PM!
OMGGGGGG!! and I took a cab down to orchard just nw with my sis just to find this stupid book! "WHY WE BUY" and they are all OUT OF STOCK! HAIZ. we ran to the 3 book store and they are all out of stock. omg la. Dunno wad to do. die on thursday.. :((((((((((
STRESS STRESS STRESS! and i am still in a holiday mood!
Professor Clyde scold all of us today! :( we must buck up man! JIA YOU!
Having lessons at 2-5pm tml... tutorial... mmm hope it will turn out fine with my group.. :(
Soon Ping, Lolo and HH is gg in for army soon.. Lolo's gg in on wed, hh and sp on thurs..
Hope they will take care of themselves and have fun while they can ;)
haha. GOODLUCK u 3!
I will say goodluck to myself too. I think I will end up crying :( stress out... so many things are stressing me out! :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
I wanna be mentally strong!
Jia Jia
what we could have been, 11:10 PM.
Saturday, October 03, 2009
HELLO! supper happy for my friend!
CONGRATS FOR HAVING A GIRLFRIEND! :DDD
^^ its a really happy thing to see my friend having a girlfriend, really happy for him! :D
today's lantern's festival! HAPPY LANTERN FESTIVAL EVERYONE! :D
just got home from my ex-company's event. had fun, saw the ppl i wanted to see. So HAPPY! :D
played 2 bowling match, haha got 2nd. i was really lousy.. :( guess should brush up my skills soon. :)
Celebrating meisy's birthday tml ^^
gonna help my mum before gg to meet her :)
Here's some pictures for today's event :D
Above: lee lian's playing, her team got 3rd for this event :D
Below: HQ team won the 1st prize for Cheerleading! :D
Above: Me, Auntie Ho and Irene :)
Above: The lantern and me :S
Chang Er and Yu Tu, Happy lantern's festival!
~Jia Jia
CONGRATS FOR HAVING A GIRLFRIEND! :DDD
^^ its a really happy thing to see my friend having a girlfriend, really happy for him! :D
today's lantern's festival! HAPPY LANTERN FESTIVAL EVERYONE! :D
just got home from my ex-company's event. had fun, saw the ppl i wanted to see. So HAPPY! :D
played 2 bowling match, haha got 2nd. i was really lousy.. :( guess should brush up my skills soon. :)
Celebrating meisy's birthday tml ^^
gonna help my mum before gg to meet her :)
Here's some pictures for today's event :D
Above: lee lian's playing, her team got 3rd for this event :D
Below: HQ team won the 1st prize for Cheerleading! :D
Above: Me, Auntie Ho and Irene :)
Above: The lantern and me :SChang Er and Yu Tu, Happy lantern's festival!
~Jia Jia
what we could have been, 10:24 PM.
Friday, October 02, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! :))))
Love you forever! MUACKS!
hehe. today's my mama's birthday. think I am not gg to school tml :) hehe
she's till gonna work at her stall tml. :( think i'll go down to take a look or smtg :)
help her lessen her work load and also accompany her! :D
we've bought a new hp for her, and she likes it ;) yay! haha
guess we'll buy a birthday cake for her and maybe i'll cook! :D have lots of things to do tml yeah.
Maybe visit NTUC and buy the food i wanna cook. will be wooppie delicious! Schmack! Wunderbar!
I guess I dun have the chance to watch Fame with anyone :(
I wanna watch movie badly :(
Still doing my project nw.. :(
wish today will be a really happy day! :D cause its my mama's birthday! ^^
Loves my mama a lot!
~Jia Jia
Love you forever! MUACKS!
hehe. today's my mama's birthday. think I am not gg to school tml :) hehe
she's till gonna work at her stall tml. :( think i'll go down to take a look or smtg :)
help her lessen her work load and also accompany her! :D
we've bought a new hp for her, and she likes it ;) yay! haha
guess we'll buy a birthday cake for her and maybe i'll cook! :D have lots of things to do tml yeah.
Maybe visit NTUC and buy the food i wanna cook. will be wooppie delicious! Schmack! Wunderbar!
I guess I dun have the chance to watch Fame with anyone :(
I wanna watch movie badly :(
Still doing my project nw.. :(
wish today will be a really happy day! :D cause its my mama's birthday! ^^
Loves my mama a lot!
~Jia Jia
what we could have been, 12:37 AM.
Thursday, October 01, 2009
I am so free today! :(
Anyone wanna go out??
haha
Think i'll stay at home and rot today :(
though I feel like gg out so much :(
How?? I really hate this feeling :((
Can somebody make me happy??:(
Lonely
Jia Jia
Anyone wanna go out??
haha
Think i'll stay at home and rot today :(
though I feel like gg out so much :(
How?? I really hate this feeling :((
Can somebody make me happy??:(
Lonely
Jia Jia
what we could have been, 12:42 PM.
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Anyone wanna watch FAME?
heard its really nice.
My 2 best friends are watching with their BFs.. haiz.
i think i'll watch alone or find somebody to pei me.
I was wondering, has anyone actually treated me as a girl?
I mean really. I am a girl, yet i was not treated like one.
dunno wad to say anymore.. felt upset.
do you know how a girl feels? bet not. if you are not a girl.
[ *which means you are a guy :) ]
so guys, how will you treat a girl? tell me? cause i am really envious on them.
girls who are treated like girls by guys.
what kind of girls do u ppl like? pretty? skinny, nice and sweet, petite, tall, bright and bubbly.
haha which kind?
ya. you may find it funny or weird. but this is the truth that I have seen for myself.
neither sweet nor pretty, bright or tall, bubbly or sweet and I think I am a worse nightmare for a guy. HA. thats why. I dun have a boyfriend till now :D
Singlehood rocks but sucks as well. :S
think It's a little late, and I cant focus on my project. Fought a little and think I am a bit hay-wired now. brain dead....................................
*can really see the difference when you like a girl and treat her really nice. ;)
things that makes me OoO
~Jia Jia
heard its really nice.
My 2 best friends are watching with their BFs.. haiz.
i think i'll watch alone or find somebody to pei me.
I was wondering, has anyone actually treated me as a girl?
I mean really. I am a girl, yet i was not treated like one.
dunno wad to say anymore.. felt upset.
do you know how a girl feels? bet not. if you are not a girl.
[ *which means you are a guy :) ]
so guys, how will you treat a girl? tell me? cause i am really envious on them.
girls who are treated like girls by guys.
what kind of girls do u ppl like? pretty? skinny, nice and sweet, petite, tall, bright and bubbly.
haha which kind?
ya. you may find it funny or weird. but this is the truth that I have seen for myself.
neither sweet nor pretty, bright or tall, bubbly or sweet and I think I am a worse nightmare for a guy. HA. thats why. I dun have a boyfriend till now :D
Singlehood rocks but sucks as well. :S
think It's a little late, and I cant focus on my project. Fought a little and think I am a bit hay-wired now. brain dead....................................
*can really see the difference when you like a girl and treat her really nice. ;)
things that makes me OoO
~Jia Jia
what we could have been, 1:00 AM.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
I needed someone accompany to feel the F1 fever.
I know i am really slow on this F1 thing.. but this is my 1st time...I wanna feel the
car engine of the race! cause I was not in Singapore last year for the race! :(
I think i will be happy just by sitting outside the area to hear the sound of the racing cars.
My heart will race with the VOOM! so noisy yet so exciting. :)
Just felt that sometimes Simple is so beautiful. :) I am glad that sometimes my life is sort of simple.
But I would like some nice flavors to it. ;)
Went to bishan park with peiru and cia. felt contented though my body aches. :)
Happy but tired. :S
Projects are running hot on my heels. Started to feel the heat. I am racing against time.
Its late now, brain dead soon :(
Always sian and boring
~Jia Jia
I know i am really slow on this F1 thing.. but this is my 1st time...I wanna feel the
car engine of the race! cause I was not in Singapore last year for the race! :(
I think i will be happy just by sitting outside the area to hear the sound of the racing cars.
My heart will race with the VOOM! so noisy yet so exciting. :)
Just felt that sometimes Simple is so beautiful. :) I am glad that sometimes my life is sort of simple.
But I would like some nice flavors to it. ;)
Went to bishan park with peiru and cia. felt contented though my body aches. :)
Happy but tired. :S
Projects are running hot on my heels. Started to feel the heat. I am racing against time.
Its late now, brain dead soon :(
Always sian and boring
~Jia Jia
what we could have been, 1:06 AM.
